Tuesday, September 18, 2012

Can I Hide

Can I hide? Have you ever wanted just to go someplace where nobody can find you for a little down time? Do you ever want to shut everybody out for a hour or so and have some peace and quiet with no demands?
I  find myself wanting to do just that. I think a lot has to do with frustration with people, who don't really want to take responsibility for fear they will get sued if something goes wrong. I just want some of that special "ME" time that seems to have disappeared of late. We kept our doctor appointment yesterday, but I didn't care for what he told me. We can't do anything for you except maintain you. Well gee, how long are we going to continue that course or do we just put ourselves in gods hand and let what happen, happens. I am not dumb, I know we can't have surgery  because we don't know if he will stop bleeding or not. All I asked was would a blood transfusion bring up the blood counts close to normal. I know there is a risk with them, but I, also, know that he seemed to have more energy when we did get the one.  Anybody want to get on the Merry Go Round with me. I can't say when you can get off or when it will stop. That is how I feel.I will just have to call our primary and see what he can do for us. See if he can get some answers or maybe has them already.
We have had some beautiful weather the last few days. The temperature dropped when the cold front came through, but it makes you think of fall. The kind when you need a sweater of the morning and none in the afternoon. 
I am looking forward to the weekend. The boys are suppose to show and it is suppose to be 71 degrees can you asked for anything better. 
My project is almost done, not to much more to go. I get to embroidering and I lose all sense of time. My main problem is breaking needles. I have done quite a bit of that lately. Maybe I need to change brands or something. Well it is getting late and I got to work tomorrow. Have a great day.


Vickie said...

I am sorry you are having trouble Shirley. I have prayed for you. Hang in there. God loves you.♥

Blondie's Journal said...

I feel for you, Shirley...my hubby has been very ill and although he has great doctors, our lives have been turned upside down. Sometimes all you can do is hope, pray and believe. And getting your mind off it with your embroidery is good...for me it is reading.

Enjoy this weather, I hope it lasts.


My Vintage Studio said...

Hi Shirley,
Sending prayers and hugs your way!

Kerrie said...

Still praying for you and will continue to do so. It is the hardest thing you will ever go through. Get some help with Hospice when you know the time is right it is such a blessing and though I only had contact with them for 2 wks and actually in the house 3 days, it was the best thing I could have done for us both. Love you, take heart and may God give you strength...Kerrie

Celestina Marie said...

Hi Shirley,
I have felt the same at times and just need some down time. My prayers are with you and your hubby. I know it can be very frustrating when you can't get the answers you need. The future really is in God's hands for us all and HE will give you the strength you need. Many prayers coming your way my friend.

Sending hugs, Celestina Marie

romance-of-roses said...

I know exactly what you mean, I too find myself needing down time, that is when I go into my studio and close the door. Have also left my son here and I hop in my car and go to thrift shops, then I come back refreshed. e all need "me" time once in awhile. We had three very difficult days when Rich got the heat stroke but now breathing a bit easier. Prayers, Lu

laurie said...

I always keep you in my prayers, down time or me time is such a healthy thing, we must all do this, please take care, thankyou for visiting

vicki said...

Shirley-- you have a heavy burden to bear-- so much worry about your husband. I totally understand your need to get away-- and honestly I think you need to. Even if just for 1 day---

I'm so sorry for your troubled and trials-- you are in my prayers.